self love

assalamualaikum and hai, I'm back! today I would like to share with you guys about myself. by means what I feel lately since I grew up. okey bismillah. as I grow older, I started to distanced myself from people. I only kept the one who I want to keep. I can't accept new friends and even I'm failed in replying anyone's text, people who replied to my story. I ignored everything (unless you're important to me) i didnt mean to be sombong but sometimes just not in the mood to be friendly like I used to be.i tried to have new friend but I can't cause my history makes me lost trust towards people. this year is full of questioned and overthinking. I always think about what future will bring, what will I become in the future. tbh I'm kinda childish in person and obviously annoyed.

the most important thing is, Love yourself more than everything. Always put your trust in Allah which he is the best planner after all. tbh, anything that i do, i will asked god for guidance. Pray. keep dua even when you think that Allah didnt listen to your prayers but he did. he knows best. whatever that he dont give you, just bare in mind that is Allah protection. keep believing that good things takes time.

i dont deny that sometimes we overthink a lot. about life, love, future, career. a lots of things. but remember, when its time, its time. The most powerful warriors is patience and time.

I struggle myself in putting myself together again. but we need to always think positive and du'a. I know nothing is more powerful than du'a and salah. always be the best version of you. nothing is perfect but atleast you tried to be the best.

love,

qistin.